Curious Hideout

Magic dust and sparkling stars, Time stops and everything freezes, Just like in fairytales, You’re here beside me. White snow covering all around, A ring on your finger and mine, And there’s no one around, Will you be mine? Little star came flying down, Beside me it lay twinkling, Little star whisper at my ears, You’re not alone, I am here. They came in two, Eyes close when their mouth touches, One for me, and one for you, Will your eyes close if I kiss you? Just by walking into my room, Just by breathing I could feel your presence, When I wake up, I see a cake that last forever. Is this all a dream, a fairytale? ~xin~

Air is still air for us to breathe, But why is it hard for me, To breathe the air everyone breathes, To live like everyone lives. Tears are still tears for us to cry, I envy those who could just cry, For nothing flows down my cheek, It’s only my heart that bleeds. To hold you is still a fantasy, Could I even touch you? For if I look into your eyes deeper, I know I can’t pull back any further. No, not this way do I want to live, Nor do I want to leave, No, not in the middle I want to be, Left here hanging like a thread. ~xin~

Here is where I hide, Behind those trees, I keep myself shade, Bury how I truly feel. I come back, Just so that you’ll not be alone, In your grey world, You’ll hurt yourself so much. My eyes can’t bear to see you cry, It can’t take it how much you’ve hurt. I tried to go away, Tried to just let you sort it out, Yet still I can’t see you fall, And get up all by yourself. Won’t you let me lead you? Out of darkness we will go, To a brighter place for you to shine, Until you don’t need me no more. ~xin~

Here I go again, Coming here always, To see if you’re here, To where my heart lays, Here I come again, Writing and writing, On notes, on books, For feelings that are trap within. Overwhelmed by you, A force that inspires, These hands to keep writing, This heart to keep singing. Just a thought of you, A millions words I can’t describe, Yet just a thought of you, Could easily make me smile. ~xin~

I rather not know, Deep inside how u really feel. As two hearts beat together, They still could not hold each other, No, this is not the movies, Let’s create our own story? It hurts so much right now, To see you cry in the corner, My hands, they reach for you, Come, hold my hand. Don’t be afraid, we won’t be the same, Let’s see the world we make, We’ll only laugh till we die, And I promise your tears will dry. A promise I can only make, If only you are here. ~xin~

The star around me shines when you’re around, If you walk out, I know I will cry. Could you see, in the night, Nothing shines brighter than you. As the clouds pass by, I still could only see you. Could you see, you’re my light, The only one that can lead me, And there’s nothing more, That I could wish for. But no, it’s not like that, In the end, night and day have to say goodbye. Night comes after day, And day comes after night, They will always be, side by side, They don’t say goodbye. ~xin~

Has this been the love? That had been missing, For so long it has gone, And yet now it appears. I am so afraid if I am wrong, For I am no longer so strong, For I will love you so much again, And if I get hurt, could I stand again? I don’t care how the end would be, I just see your smile so sweet, And all my sorrow is gone, I don’t feel pain anymore. Would you stay? And be the cure to my heartache, ~xin~