Curious Hideout

I dreamt about you today.

I once had a fairytale love, One that we both knew how it would end. We went on, Loving with all our hearts. We went on our seperate ways, Easily. But then terrible things happened, Things that we both never knew would. Untill today, she is still single. I am still empty. When I see you. When each day I knew you even more. I grew deeper feelings for you. Until I could not control. How we could match our thoughts. How much same is same. And that's what love is supposed to be. That's what love should be. But girl. This road is forever harder to go through. I cannot see you going through the pain, That I nor star had gone through. You're still so young. So many chances. Dont say forever. When you havnt seen the world. Clear your heart. Soon, you'll see. That we may not meant to be. Although I wish I could be. The one to hold your hand. If only I could be.

I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish To do all the stupid crazy things With you.

She doesnt know I spend, My minutes & hours loving, The music I listened, That keeps me nearer to her. She doesnt know I spend, Every minute even seconds, To keep her out of my mind, So that I could miss her lesser. She doesn't know I'd spend, Most of my time with her. Maybe she knows. And just maybe its coz, We cannot move forward, Because of my past & present. I know, I cannot fall in love. For the future is still a blur.

A feeling I have not had, For a time if time had. When our eyes meet, I cant help but fall a little deeper. When I look into your eyes, An instant my heart skips a beat. I look away not wanting, To look into those eyes of yours. Knowing I will be in Paradise, Knowing it all wont last...