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Things I wont tell you #3

I once had a fairytale love,
One that we both knew how it would end.

We went on,
Loving with all our hearts.

We went on our seperate ways,
Easily.

But then terrible things happened,
Things that we both never knew would.

Untill today, she is still single.
I am still empty.

When I see you.
When each day I knew you even more.
I grew deeper feelings for you.
Until I could not control.

How we could match our thoughts.
How much same is same.
And that's what love is supposed to be.
That's what love should be.

But girl.
This road is forever harder to go through.
I cannot see you going through the pain,
That I nor star had gone through.

You're still so young.
So many chances.

Dont say forever.
When you havnt seen the world.

Clear your heart.
Soon, you'll see.
That we may not meant to be.
Although I wish I could be.

The one to hold your hand.
If only I could be.

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