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loose myself

As my mouth open to speak,
words hide what the heart feels,
creating that masked face,
not letting you to know,

from stone to dust,
complicating my own thoughts,
a straight road crooked,
a metal steel bended,

Afraid i am to be,
shivering, tumbling to even speak,
your thoughs become my concern,
every word bears its mass, getting heavier,

i just want to be me,
as pure as myself,
No shadow, no masks,
i reveal myself to you,


4 meng

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