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Am I really not the one?

Maybe its cause we may not spent a day longer together here.
Therefore you close heart from mine,
Not to hurt both you and I,
Not to endure that loss that will come upon us.

Isn’t there any?
In that space in your heart,
Will I be kept particularly,
Silently.

I just wonder,
Were there any seconds,
You feel the same way too,
The way I feel for you.

Weren’t there anything u felt?
Had I appeared suddenly on your mind?
Do you scent the flower,
I found in you.

Have I not captivate you,
Like how much you do to me,
Am I just a player,
A fool in those eyes of yours.

Maybe you should not have known,
Maybe I should kept quite,
All the while just to keep,
Emotion that rupture inside my heart.

You should have not known,
What we had before may loss,
But not that sense I feel,
Not how the way we relate.

I won’t throw that friendship away,

I still want us to be us,
No close doors,
Nor close hearts,
Just conversation for hours.

Don’t turn into another direction,
Its just me over here.