Curious Hideout

I have a letter here I kept for you, A piece that stayed here with me, A piece that I dare not give you, Staying silent as long as can be. And when I have the courage, Your heart will hold these words, And when you see this, I hope it’s me you’re thinking of. Just by words, I may take your heart away, But let me take you somewhere, To a place only we know. Words and alphabets alone, Will not prove anything, Let me show you, How wonderful you are to me. You are the star I see, The light that leads, The shine that comforts, The twinkle that blinks. For if one day you don’t shine, And if you shall fall from the sky, Don’t you fear, don’t you cry, Coz I am here, I won’t let you cry. I’ll stay and fix your smile, I will gather from a thousand miles, And borrow from the moon, a bit of light. Just to make you shinning bright. Look deep in your starry heart, Is it me sitting inside? Knocking on the walls of your heart, Will you open the door, let m...

I did not find you, But you came shinning above me, As I look up, you’re there, Smiling at me. You shine, Through my darkest hour, Brought light to me, Brought me up that tower. Under the roof I stay, Hiding from its radiance, I should not look outside, But my legs move to the window. I love to see, That star up above me, Shinning ever so brightly, To me ever so calmly. I did not have to look, Didn’t have to seek, It was here all along, The clouds just hide it. Star stay in the sky, Every night it shines, I’ll open my wings and fly, For my heart to be align. ~xin~

Where is my heart? Has it gone to hide? Gone to somewhere so far, Some place I can’t find. You’re not here, And so is my heart, Heart, don’t go away, Heart, please stay. I wonder if you feel, The same way I feel for you, I wonder of its real, On the same time we speak the same thing. Every hour spent together, Lives within my heart, Just she and I together, Like it was meant to be. ~xin~

I’m not perfect, As your eyes may see, I’m just a boy, Asking for love. I keep falling, Down is where I go, When I am out calling, I still can’t find what I am looking for. Hope seems hopeless, For this broken heart, It just lay there, To guide another broken heart. When I stop looking, This angel came to me, Washing away my scars, Restoring me from within. I am not worthy of, To find love like yours. Why did hope appear? Just at my doorstep, Never will I think, Someone like you’ll walk in. Can’t believe that you’re here… ~xin~

In this room I feel so hollow, There’s a burden that lies, A brightness shine through my window, Its radiance caught my heart, Looking through my window, A little star sat on a tree nearby, Sparkling, it made me wanna know, How would it be in these hands of mine? Tenderly, I held my fingers to it, Anxious, it did not run away, Softly, I grasp hold of it, Surrendering everything in between. Little star in my hands, I want to hold you dearly, Little star in these hands, Beside my chest you lay. Don’t dimmed away, You’re all I been looking for, I won’t let u fade, Coz in my heart you’ll stay. ~xin~

I don’t wanna run away, Especially not away from you, I just wanna stay, And be here always for you. But all I need is time, Is it me the one for you? All I need is time, For me to prove it, it’s true. Don’t rush in, Look into your heart, Is it me, there inside? The one you see at night. You’re embedded here, In my heart u stay, Your face appear, Each time I close my eyes. ~xin~

I need to lay the bricks down, One piece by one piece, Carefully to make it stand, Steadily without me, it shall endure. I’ve done my job, To make it complete, But I can’t bear it any longer, The sun faded my strength. As the brown leaves fall, Brick by brick I still lay, But as harsh wind blows, The storm swept me away. As rain drop falls, I shelter it from drenched, And so I keep laying, But it was just bricks I laid. Small young bricks, Not heated evenly in ovens, It could not withstand, Even how well I lay. It all comes crushing on me, Damaged, I am weaken, All that’s left are crumbles, Not the wall I vision to see.