still...

So long time have past,
And yet I wonder about you all this while,
Why do have to leave me hanging?
On the side of the cliff I held on.

Just push me hard aside,
Why so gentle towards break up,
And your lies I treat as precious,
Every single thing I believe were so true.

And yet, no matter how perfect it was,
Black dots begin to appear,
I am sorry that I was not your cup of tea,
But why kept on adding sugar to it?

It became too sweet till it can’t be drunk,
Till you have to vomit it out,
The stain you left was never wipe away,
It continue to stink till this very day.

I am happy for you,
For you found the one,
Yet my bruise still hurts,
It did not heal till today.

Day after day person is added,
And the wound continues to decay,
Rotten and will not be heal,
Time was my medication, and yet did not work,
I seek extra dose of friendship,
But no where to be found,
I look to a new relationship,
But have not the heart to go on.
To break her heart…