I owaz feel like dying Fell like taking a knife and juz pierce it into my heart. Watch my blood flow and slowly die as I run out of blood. That would easily ease my pain. It is so hard to breathe as I gasp for air, once again my heart soars. As tears rolled down my cheek I hope that I could reach for a knife and juz take my life away. I owaz feel like stabbing myself in the heart several times, because of the constant pain I suffer. It hurts so much now that if I stab myself, I would not feel any pain. I do not know what stresses me the most Izzit studies?---Friendship?---Family?---Or love? I suppose it juz adds up together to form one big tumor in my heart, blocking blood from reaching it. What is the main cause of my disease? Where does it come from? How to overcome it? How to fight it? If a doctor cured studies, would he cure friendship? If he cured friendship, would he cure family? And if he cured family, would he cure love? Would he cure hate? Which is the most important?