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Silence

Give me some time. If you ever feel lost, If you ever feel sad, I'm still here I did not go far. Give me some time. If I could, I really would, Hold you so close, Close to where my heart beats. Sometimes, We just get too scared. But I am not scared of loving you, I am scared of losing you. I cannot imagine what if One day, you walk away from me. That is what I am scared. That is why I am silent.

Things I wont tell you #23

I saw you smilling, Each time u step into the cafe, Tasting that coffee ice cream, Biting that sweet pancake. I saw you smiled. And I fell deeper, I envy your smile, I wish it will stay and never go. I wish, I can make you smile every day. Even if times are hard, I Wan you to smile in every way.
What can I do. When I like to see you. Like to be able to look into your eyes. And just be me. Just be you. What can I do. When heart and head. Doesn't match
Will you hug me tight If we had the chance Will you hold me each time If we had the chance Or will you just fade away. Just like a dream
I like you so much... That I wish future was you. Dont be angry with me. But I m just too afraid to. There is so much I want to tell you. So much I want to share. So much, that I'm glad you Appeared. Its like magic.
I would tell myself. It wouldnt be But sometimes people just go crazy Let me just be crazy for awhile. At the end. We all have an answer. No.

Coincidence

It all starts with the number of times we bump into each other. Fate says you need to meet the person Frequent enough For it to become more than fate. Then it takes coincidences. Too many of it. Leads to, too many of feelings. I rmb this feeling. And I can tell you. It made me loved someone so much. That when we let go. We couldnt.

Waves upon the Shore

I understand feelings are like waves, Washing up upon the shores, As to say hello and goodbye to the sand, Feelings stay and goes away. I understand if tomorrow you, Dont hold my hands anymore, Just like a tree that grows, So old the leaves will fall to its ground. I understand when time comes, Once you're older, The world will show you a different story, You wont need to hold my hand anymore. I hold too many stories, As history teaches us not to repeat, How beautiful you are to me, Shall we not start a new history. The world will show you a different story And girl you'll be the most beautiful flower Dont keep it here with me. Grow your garden, You'll see how wonderful outside will be.

Things I wont tell you #9

Nothing last forever, And you should know, We wont either, Shall we slowly slowly let this go. I wish to have something that last forever. I wish I made the better choices. Loyalty exist when love exist. I've felt love before, I've felt loyalty before. I don't want to be a person I hate. How lesser I love her. I still cant bear to hurt her. Not now, and certainly I dont know when. I thought my life will just go on like this. Until, you and I appeared. We were a perfect match, And maybe that's why we'll burn out dear.

Things I wont tell you #3

I once had a fairytale love, One that we both knew how it would end. We went on, Loving with all our hearts. We went on our seperate ways, Easily. But then terrible things happened, Things that we both never knew would. Untill today, she is still single. I am still empty. When I see you. When each day I knew you even more. I grew deeper feelings for you. Until I could not control. How we could match our thoughts. How much same is same. And that's what love is supposed to be. That's what love should be. But girl. This road is forever harder to go through. I cannot see you going through the pain, That I nor star had gone through. You're still so young. So many chances. Dont say forever. When you havnt seen the world. Clear your heart. Soon, you'll see. That we may not meant to be. Although I wish I could be. The one to hold your hand. If only I could be.

She doesn't

She doesnt know I spend, My minutes & hours loving, The music I listened, That keeps me nearer to her. She doesnt know I spend, Every minute even seconds, To keep her out of my mind, So that I could miss her lesser. She doesn't know I'd spend, Most of my time with her. Maybe she knows. And just maybe its coz, We cannot move forward, Because of my past & present. I know, I cannot fall in love. For the future is still a blur.

All over Again

A feeling I have not had, For a time if time had. When our eyes meet, I cant help but fall a little deeper. When I look into your eyes, An instant my heart skips a beat. I look away not wanting, To look into those eyes of yours. Knowing I will be in Paradise, Knowing it all wont last...