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has it come back?

have i let it come back?
have i let that feeling stir in my fragile heart?
have i allow all that suffering to conquer my soul?
Has it come back?

Once again, i let myself hurt,
Let myself feel for the person who hurt me,
I am a fool who does not let go of the past,
A fool to let you walked past through my life.

Hate i feel, at the same time i love,
Hate to all did to me,
Be it your ways were noble or not,
Hate is just i feel as this feeling comes back.

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