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Taken BacK...

My heart pounding each time i think of you,
Beats so hard till is hurts so much,
My Lips can't stop, chattering your name,
And my mind wont stop, wondering about you.

People running away from me,
Avoiding the mouth i speak,
The words i talked out,
Nothing but S.U.S.A.N.

S.U.S.A.N.
Continiously i suffer,
Suffer because of the pain u brought me,
Why so much sorrow?
All because of S.U.S.A.N.

I wonder why i still think of you? I want no more of you but only a sincere friendship...and yet i continue to be so aware of your presence...
I noe you have move on, and i do not expect u to be left behind...i do not want to hooked u back, but to let u go n b the person u want to be...be it that u r turning good or the other side...No more can i control u n tell u what to do...no more i want to be like a fool..for you...
But yet i grant a sincere blessing to whomever you are with right now...never i hope for the worst to happen to you, my sis...understand that i have lost a part of me...and could not be mend that easily...unless u step out the first step that i have TakeN back...

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